


I wan t to kill myself„ I’m sorry„ I’m feeling like shit and thinking suicidal thin gs..
fuck I wan t to cr y
youre literal shit but its ok because i am too. :))

I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.
